Keshia...my rock! My one true friend. My best friend. I have so many things jumbled in my head and she doesn't judge me, but rather, helps me try to figure it out. We have non-stop fun and laughter when we are around each other. I try to help her as best as I know how. We understand each other. We click!

Landon Ezra. Mommy's little boy. I went in to be induced on Sunday August 5th and after 20 hours of labor my doctor told me he wasn't coming down. He said that he didn't believe in 24 hour labors and I would probably need a c-section and he left the room to let me decide. After about 20 minutes of bawling my eyes out I opted for the c-section. He was born at 7:28 p.m. on August 6th 2007. He was 6 lbs. 15 ounces and 19 1/2 inches long. I didn't see my son for 3 hours after he was born. I was NOT the first to hold him like most mommy's. I was the 13th person to hold him. I got PPD...but not too bad. I did have a hard time bonding with him. Now he is a happy, hyper 2 year old and he is mommy's favorite little guy!

Abigail Madylin. It took a long time to decide on that name and I couldn't be happier about it. This beautiful little girl decided she wanted to come into this world early and was born June 19th 2009. She was 7 lbs. 15 ounces and 19 1/2 inches long. A whole pound bigger than her brother! I had planned for a long time to breastfeed since I didn't with my son. She did very well the first day. The second day it was as if she forgot how to latch. I could only get her to latch a few times after that. I pumped exclusively for 2 weeks afterward. I thought breastfeeding would be the only way I could bond with her since I didn't very well with my son but we have a thriving relationship and she is happy and healthy on formula.






Josh. My husband. My soulmate. My best friend. No one believes that we have been together for over 8 years. I was 14 and he was 16. We moved in together the day after I turned 19 and 6 months later I got pregnant. This picture is from one of his school dances and it is one of my most treasured memories with him. I would love for him to hold me and dance all day every day. Before we met, I would stop being attracted to a guy almost as soon as we got together. But Josh, he gets cuter every day. I love how he makes me laugh!! When he does treat me like a princess it's amazing. We've of course hard very rocky times and he should not be with me because of things I have done. But he loves me and I love him and it's amazing.










This is my Aunt Patsy. My mom's sister. My mom has already lost her brother, her mother, and her father.My aunt has been battling Ovarian Cancer for so many years I can't even remember when they diagnosed her. She was once in remission...but now she is terminal. If she passes...I will lose my mind. I am terrified what will happen to my mother since she lives with her and my mom has no one else but her children. I pray that she will make it but I do not want her to suffer. I know chemotherapy is very painful. I will miss her soo much.





^^Thanks Keshia!!^^



I'm Pro-Life!



















I won a contest!!!!

they do!
And you know i still get asked "are they twins"?
We got their ears pierced and i still hear "boys or girls?"

people are sooo......idk...dumb