I'm Samantha. I'm in LOVE LOVE LOVE with my fiance, Jonathan.
I'm a full time student at Kean University. I love school but HATE kean!. I'm a Biotechnology major which is just a fancy word for chemistry and with that I would like to go into the FBI and make firearms.



I was anxiously awaiting my first baby, due to arrive on June 11, 2009 but sadly, I suffered a miscarriage on October 16, 2008. I only got know my baby for one week. I love my angel baby so much and I'll always miss him/her. The baby's name would've been Adrian for a boy and Lillian for a girl.

I thought I lost another baby on December 21, 2008 but they told me that my hormone levels we're still rising but everything is really high risk right now because I've been bleeding for well over two weeks now rather heavily so I'm hoping for a strong healthy baby =)

update: (1/10/09) i found out that my second baby had no heartbeat...

(1/23/09): I had a D&C today it was pretty painful...though not as emotionally painful as carrying around my sleeping baby for months...in loving memory of my second sleeping angel *rest peacefully in God's loving arms*


(6/19/09): I found out I'm pregnant again!!







This is my Jonathan. He is such a huge part of my life. He's that supportive, funny, loving, silly, always amazing, never angry, often sleepy, hard working, seldom fucktarded kind of fiance and daddy =)


CONTESTS:


My little brother Jacob is the the best thing in my life...he's the closest thing I've got to a child and he's my reason for living...I LOVE HIM!











My incredibly BEAUTIFUL ring (gleam sparkle sparkle)!!!!!

BABY DUST!!!!