My name is Andra, and I gave birth to my son, Roman Von, September 15th 2009. I have recently become a single mom, not something that I really wanted for myself but HEY shit happens right and you have to make lemonade... hahhaa, or something l ike that. It's been pretty tough, but you know what, I am making it! I'm way better off without a guy who is abusive in more ways than one!! I LOVE my little man more than I could even try to express. He is the best. I wouldn't go back and do anything different, although I wish his dad would!! I wish that the man I was so genuinly in love with hadn't been so damn stupid and mean and we could have been a perfect, happy family. But  Roman is my NUMBER ONE and most important, I'm looking out for him.. And, well, maybe one day I will get my prince charming and a great role model for my son!!! But for now... I'm happy just living life with my baby Rome..   


 

Yeah Connor always manages to kick himself out too, but it is still the only way he calms down. It is weird he can be fussing and screaming like crazy but once he gets swaddled he gets all quiet and his eyes start to close, the problem is he pushes his way out in his sleep and it wakes him up. I don't really mind him doing that I just feel bad for him, it would suck to be a little tiny baby like that and be really tired but not able to sleep. I hate it enough when I have to deal with that as an adult.