myy name is maegan.
i have the most AMAZING boyfriend.
naheem allen monroe.
we've been together since september 22, 2007 but i've known him for about 3 years now.
he is the love of my life and we plan to be engaged around the time our son arrives.
on 9.18.07 i got a call from the dr informing me that i had adnormal cells on my cervix. after a biopsy i was diagnosed with cervical cancer.
not shortley after i had a leep procedure and had about 75% of my cervix removed.
after in november they found a 4in cyst on my tubes
along with another cyst growing on it.
i had it removed and was then told that it was uncertain if i would be able to carry my own children or not, and the older i got the less likely it would become.
we decided to wait until i graduated high school.
hence my growing belly now.
yes my pregnancy was planned.
yes i am 18 and my boyfriend is only 19.
and no, i will never regret my decision.
i wish you would judge me.
i have had many complications already.
i have went into preterm labor twice and i've had an infection since i was 22 weeks
but the doctors cannot find where it is.
so i have been on bedrest since i was 22 weeks.
i have also been diagnosed with a kidney stone that i have to live with until my son is born.
and through all of this i can say i am truly blessed.
my life is amazing.
my boyfriend has stood by my side through it all.
he has spent plenty of long nights in the hospital with me.
and i can honestly say my mom is my best friend.
our son justice.allen.monroe is due march 31st.=]
add me on myspace.!
http://www.myspace.com/maenai092207
waiting on J.A.M.!
