Dealing with life can make you feel down. I do not regret much that happened in my life because I learned so much from it... Those bumps and bruises help make me into the person I am today.. THANK GOD for keeping me in the mist of my storm(s) (the ones I put myself in and the ones I had to go through so I could grow). I am truly THANKFUL.
My God took my son to HEAVEN on July 31, 2009 (36 weeks) @ 12:26 pm. The story is long but I can tell you ladies that COMPLAINING is not worth it. There are women out here that go through pregnancy and their child(ren) do not make it in the world. And there are women that complain about their baby hair and eye color, who he or she look like, etc... My advise to people like this is to THANK GOD for the things that you do have (rather you think it is big or small).
I am maintaining because God has giving me the strength to maintain.Do not get me wrong I have my moments were my heart is heavy but GOD makes me feel better. I can not explain the way I feel nor can words explain it. I hold on the the HAPPY moments me and my son has... knowing that one day I WILL see my son and Jesus' face.... one day!
To all my ladies that child(ren) decided to go home before his or her debut KEEP YOUR HEAD UP... I understand and know that him/her is in Heaven chilling with the other ANGELS...