Welcome. Me = Trisha DH = Jeremy LO = Autumn
I was a SAHM for 2 1/2 years. Struggling with depression, Autumn not striving, we decided I should get a job. Autumn goes to preschool 2 days a week. (12 hours a week) My depression has gotten soooooooo much better, and Autumn loves going to "school" and playing with kids her age. It was deffinatly the right decision for us!
After having Autumn at 8 weeks PP i got on meds for PPD. I've had depression in the past also. Few months after that, I was dignoased with anxiety, OCD, and post tramatic stress disoarder. Im very open to talking to ladies about these issues and if anyone needs to vent about anything please feel free to PM me. Iknow how it feels to just need someone to talk to even if its a total stranger.
random PT's r fine, at least just say hi.;)
I was 41 weeks, sent in to be induced. Not dilated, 50%efaced. Had meds for my cervix. Her heart beat kept dropping, so i was told not to take my oxygen mask off.
after they told me to go to bed at midnight, they came in at 1:30am, put a cathider in, Streched me (fucking HURT) to a 3. and broke my water. they put an internal heart moniter on autumn (stuck it IN her head) my contractions started on their own right away. Non-stopping contractions. i asked for my epi. as soon as i was back into the bed after the epi, autumns heart stopped. dead flat. 10 seconds later i have 10 doctors in my room and im being ran to the OR. this was at 2:05am. 2:14 she was born "she looked like she was sleeping" all she needed was oxygen and she started breathing. she was 7lbs 8oz. 20 inches.
since they didnt know if my epi would have kicked in in time for the c section they pumped me with 2 other drugs. so i was numb my entire body. and yes that means everything. up to the tippy top of my head. they had to suck out the vomit out of my mouth cuz i couldnt move. In return i didnt get feeling back for 6 hours. so i didnt get to hold her till than. SO gave her a bottle and since than BF sucked and just didnt work out.
basically autumns birth is the reason for my anxiety, OCD and failure to BF my PPD..........................
but now shes a preschooler and healthy as can be.
Update: We became part of the FF club on 12/15/2011. 1 year and 3 months of ERF
I Became a married woman on 1/14/12
Update: As of 12/10/11 we are TTC!!!!!!!!! Yay!!! Freaking finally!
Update: Got a faint positive at 10DPO, on Saturday Aug. 25th 2012.
First appointment is Sept. 24th~