I joined Baby Gaga on Sep 23rd 2007!

I found out that I was pregnant with my first baby around the 16th or so of Spetember. I was about 5 weeks along when I got the BFP with a HPT. I had a couple of scares early on with some heavy bleeding that I thought I was or had miscarried. After I was reassured just after the beginning of my 7th week that everything seemed fine I started to relax a little more and began to try and enjoy my pregnancy in between the frequent trips to the loo for my morning sickness. I had severe hyperemisis for the first trimester and was soooooo glad when it finally eased after 16 weeks. During my first trimester I kept dreaming that I was having a baby boy, but everyone else kept telling me they thought I was carrying a girl. Turned out on Dec 20th that we found out indeed I was having a boy! I was so thrilled! Everything seemed to be going the way it was supposed to, until February when I found out that my little man was measuring really big for his due date. It was justa few weeks later that I was diagnosed with Preeclampsia.... I was put on bed rest and had to recieve a steroid shot for my sons lungs just in case. Well, it was only a week later at 32w1d that my son was to be born. I was going to see the High Risk Dr in Portland and while I was there I started having contractions and my BP was sky high. I was sent to the hospital to be put on medication and monitors in hopes that they could stop things from happening and could keep me under observation and on strict bed rest at the hospital. Turns out my body and my son had other ideas, and the Dr's were forced to make the call that they were going to have to take him via c-section that night. So 8 weeks early my little man entered the world on March 25th, 2008 at 6:45pm!

After all of this I have had an insatiable drive to have another baby in hopes of being able to have a more normal pregnancy and my normal delivery. So my hubby andI are hoping to concieve a little brother or sister for Wyatt hopefully soon!


I just had to include this poem in my page as well.... I found this on another girls page, and I just thought that it spoke to me.... I hope you enjoy it too...

A newborn's conversation with God (Beautiful!)

A baby asked God, 'They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?' God said, 'Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you.' The child further inquired, 'But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy.' God said, 'Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you . And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy.' Again the child asked, 'And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?' God said, 'Your angel will tell you the mostbeautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.' 'And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?' God said, 'Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.' 'Who will protect me?' God said, 'Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.' 'But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.' God said, 'Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you.' At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, 'God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.' God said, 'You will simply call her, 'Mom.'

WEEELLLLLLLLLLLLL??? anything? have u tested??? whats going on with u!! keep me posted girl!!!

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