Hello Baby-Gaga Mommys,
My name is Jackie I am 21 years old. I have been with my SO since 9th grade. We got engaged 12-24-07. We couldnt be any happier with each other. On March 6 we did a HPT and it was positve as we expected. It was not planned but also not prevented and I had so much going on I didnt even realize what was going on. I had just lost my dad 3 months before which ment I concieved 10 days after his death. We where so excited to start a family. On the night of 4-12-09 I began having some really bad cramps during dinner not like the normal ones so my Fiancee suggested I go make sure there was no blood...and there was brown discharge. We knew immediatly what was going on. We rushed to the ER and sure enough our baby had no heart beat. That was the worst day of our lives. Moths have passed and the Dr. said she sees no reason why I shouldnt be able to carry full term. Even though our precious angel baby peanut was not planned it showed us that we where able to handle a child and it iswhat we both wanted. My body has healed and we are now TTC. Our life is stable and we know that this is what we want.





3-6-09----> + HPT
3-11-09---> Doctor confimed estimated 7 weeks 5 days
3-13-09----> Went to ER ultrasound said exactly 7 weeks
3-31-09----> 1st prenatal appt.....waiting on bloodwork results
4-21-09-----> 2nd prenatal appt. get to do an ultrasound



I had a miscarriage on 4-12-09 i was 11 weeks i just dont understand why me i did everything i could to keep my self healthy along with the baby.The night I started to m/c I knew exactly what was going on the pain was severe. I had a very hard time passing the baby, it took almost a month even after a D&C.

My Fiance & I were devestated when the Dr. confirmed our worst nightmare. All we could do was sit in that cold hospital room and cry. I ask God all the time Why me and I know one day I will get my answer but I have yet came to terms with that.

My Fiance along with my family and his was crushed when they heard the news.







My life has been a journey, I have over came obsticals that you cant even imagine. The things I have been through have made me who I am today. With out my family and Fiancee I would not be the strong woman I am.

I know that it is haed. I had a m/c too but i didnt know i was preggo. i still had my period but then one day "it" happend. i fear that i cant have a child cuz of it.
you will be granted a baby again