'A true friend stabs you in the front.'

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**********I moved to Arizona after the Superbowl (2006 season) from Chicago and truly miss The Windy City. Seeing Da Bears lose that Superbowl was devastating to me (and many others) because it had already been 21 years since they've produced a winning team. The thing is that there's NO place like Chicago - but my husband will never move there because 1: it's too cold, and 2: he's really conservative and thinks Chicago is just too busy of a lifestyle for his liking. I'm just really homesick and am waaaaay too far from Wrigley/Soldier Field and my two best friends, Keston and Amy. Keston and I were partners in crime and he and I were always causing havoc!!! Great times! And Amy is just the coolest chic on this planet...besides me! HAHA! Kidding! Miss those days of just living it up in Chicago but I wouldn't have our son and a wonderful husband had I not moved back. Regardless, I can't wait to take my husband and Mario to their 1st CUBS game at Wrigley Field this season!!! And as always, I willproudly sport my Chicago Cubs tattoo!!!
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I've waited my entire life to meet my son.

Had you told me a year ago that I'd be married with a baby boy on the way, I would have laughed. A year ago, I was wasted watching the Superbowl and living in Chicago, hospital-bound 2 days later with alcohol-related ailments. Our baby is more than just a blessing because all babies are, but he has really saved my life. After being so destructive for so long, he's the only person who could ever change me. I don't see myself ever going back to my old ways - and why would I? The most important person in this world depends on me and I'm never going to let him down. The love I feel for him continues to grow every single day, and I never knew a love like this could exist. It's both infinite and unconditional.

I hope he realizes just how much he's loved and adored by so many people. I hope he's never afraid to confront me with issues because I will never judge him and I hope he trusts me enough to come to me with anything that's on his mind. I want him to always give his all in every aspect of his life because even if he doesn't succeed, he will never fail as long as he tries. I want him to grow up to be a happy, healthy, successful, strong, kind-hearted person who tries to do the right thing.

I promise our son that I will always love him and advise him. I promise to always be here for him and do my best as a parent. I look forward to a lifetime of memories with my little angel and God bless his little heart - I know I'm definitely blessed.

lol today we were driving to Indiana when the game was on so I wasn't able to watch it. I remember it was 4-1 when we went in to get the fireworks and when we came out it was 4-4. Then we had that 9 run inning lmfao. My brother and my dad were so pissed (huge sox fans). My boy Ramirez homered again. He always does great against Contreras. So lets hope for another victory tomorrow. Did you hear what Pierzynski said about Aramis? I was so pissed, he said that Aramis sucked and Crede deserves to make it to the all star game as the third baseman. LMFAO he said this before yesterdays game and look what it brought. If I was Aramis I would of stomped home plate when he hit both homeruns to rub that shit in his face. I hate when players say shit like that about another player!