Now I lay you down to sleep, I pray the lord your soul to keep. In his arms he holds you tight, My heavenly angel, my guiding Light. I love you Ethan. Mommy misses you. Sleep tight.

I had my son Ethan after my water broke at 22 weeks. I was in the hospital for 2 weeks and delivered at 24 weeks. He died on Valentines day this year from Neccrotizing Entercolitis. He was born 1/29/09. His intestines ruptured, fluid leaked into his bloodstream causing him to bloat. His heart rate slowed. Ethan died in my arms. The hardest thing was when my son took his last breath in my arms. I miss him so much. I would easily give my life for his. It hurts so bad and I just want him back.
I have 2 other children. My oldest is Chris, he is 14 and James is 11. They miss their brother also.
I am a stay at home mom. We do want a third child so we are trying for that. If this does not work then we will look to adopt.




He was 3 days old here and fighting for his life. Rest in peace sweet angel. Mommy loves you


Ethan's Montage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDmQPHgjXww

My sweet angel Ethan Isaac Mathieu
My niece at her first birthday party.
http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?source=ppsl&instanceid=135083020

Your avi is beautiful