




I'm 21 years young and proud of my beautiful family. On January 29th, 2009 I took a test that would change my entire life. On September 17th, 2009 at 4:26PM I had my beautiful baby boy, Alec who weighed 6lbs 12oz and was 20 inches long.
My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years as of September 26th, 2009. We are still going strong and are both proud of Alec. In all our relationship we never thought that we would be able to have children. It was disappointing because I always wanted to have something with him. In August 2008 I stopped taking my birth control because it was making me sick. I knew the chances were high of me getting pregnant, but Brandon and I both knew that. My doctor told me, "If you aren't pregnant by November I'd be surprised." Well November rolls around and nothing. I truthfully thought my boyfriend and I couldn't have kids because of different reasons.

When I found out about my results from the test I called my mom and told her and she was more scared then anything. She told me things would be fine and we would work everything out.
On January 31st, 2009 my mother had passed away with a heart attack. She was 45 years young. She was an amazing woman who helped everyone, even her worst enemy. My mother was my role model and I knew she knew that. I always wanted to be as great as she was. Losing her at a time like this was incredibly hard, but with family and friends and the thought of what my mother would want, I stayed strong.
I'm having a baby boy and he will be named after his amazing grandmother.
If life couldn't get any worse... it did. On September 1st, 2009 I lost my grandmother. Yes my mother's mother. They say she died from cardiac arrest. We all say it was a broken heart from the loss of my mother. She never got over it and although she laughed and joked around, we knew it was killing her. She was extremely excited for the baby and was buying things left and right. She kept telling me how to bathe him and how to feed him right, etc. It's the worst time to lose your mother and now grandmother.
My family has been through complete misery this year. On October 3rd, 2009 my great grandmother died from lung collapse.
May they both rest in peace. <3
My bia<3




