
March 4th for 2008 was when i lost my baby girl Miley Lynn Marie stillborn at full term and beautiful as ever weighing a whopping 6lbs 9oz and 21 1/2 inches long. Tons of black spiral curly hair and ocean blue eyes. A spoiled little diva before she was born was set to heaven to live with the best and learn to walk on golden streets.
Shelbys the name. 17 years old and a mommy to identical twin girls and a beautiful baby angel! Before i became pregnant, i liked cheerleading, partyying and all that kinda high school stuff... now im pretty laid back and easy going. I am currently single, after my bofriend of 3 years decided to leave me and his daughters behind for a life of partying and what not... But oh well. im a survivor, ill make it through!!! Anything you wanna know, just ask me!! =) i love giving advice to mamas who have lost thier babies, and i love taking any advice from mamas of multiples! =)

I am so thankful to have such great friends who love me and my babies!!! =)
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Daddy please don't look so sad,momma please don't cry.
Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus, and he sings me lullabies.
please try not to question God, don't think he is unkind.
Don't think he sent me to you and then changed his mind.
You see I'm a special child, I am needed up above.
I'm the special gift you gave Him, a product of your love.
I'll always be there with you, so watch the sky at night.
Look for the brightest star and know that's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers, I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze from a gentle wind that blows.
Know that it's me planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing and your heart feels a tug,
Don't be sad mommy, that's just me giving your heart a hug.
So daddy don't looks so sad and momma please don't cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies!"



My beautiful baby girls were born September 30th 2009, Riyder was delivered vaginally at 2:59pmWeighing 6lbs and 19inches long. Eayston was also deliverd vaginally (almost a c-sec) at 3:05 pm weighing 5lbs 1oz & 17 1/2 inches long. My beautiful girls stayed inthe NICU for 10 days, which is good considering i delivered at 34 weeks even... Thier father and i were togther for 3 years until he decided to leave me in the hospital while i was in for pre-term labor at 30 weeks gestation. We also have an angel baby namedMiley born March 4th 2008. I feel so much more accomplished being a single mother of twins, i feel like im a very strong person for doing this and i wouldnt trade it for the world! i love my babygirls sooooo much, They are defenatley the best 3 things to come into my life. Riyder is very laid back and chill and Eayston is very impaitent and interested in EVERYTHING! =) <3 i cant wait to start my new life with my new baby girls.. so much is ahead and its all a mystery! i know there will be hard times but i can just look at there faces and know its alllllll worth it! <3





