Hello! My name is Kelly. I am a 20 year old from Pennsylvania. Getting on the road to try to concieve was very anxious. I always wanted a baby but I never thought I could. I have epilepsy, ovarian cysts, asthma, and high blood pressure. I take many medications but those conditions are under control. Because of the ovarian cysts I never thought I could concieve without help. On April 11th 2009, I found out I was pregnant. The pregnancy was going well. I was tired all the time but I handled it. No morning sickness, just heartburn. On May 3rd, I bled a little bit. More than a spot, it had me worried. I just turned 7 weeks. So I called my doctor and they wanted me in for an ultrasound. So I came in and they did an ultrasound and said the baby was only 5 weeks. They couldn't see anything because it was too early. Either I miscalculated my last period or something was wrong. I told them I knew the date of conception, there could only be one date it happened. So they sent me for an HCG. Went right after the ultrasound. When I got home, I noticed there was more blood. For the rest of the night, there was blood. Then the nurse calls me the nextmorning and tells me my HCG is only 791. Says it could still be early in my pregnancy. I left some hope. Then, on May 5th around 7:00pm, I felt the gush. I knew I had miscarried my baby. It was a tough time for me. To me, no matter how many children I have in the future, that little baby will ALWAYS be my first child.

Have you ever met an angel
Who's smile is like the sun
Who's laugh is like a melody
That reaches everyone

Have you ever hugged an angel
Swept up in their embrace
And swear there's nothin' in this world
That makes you feel that day

Have you ever really loved an angel
Once you have you'll never be the same again
Have you ever had to let go of an angel
Say goodbye
Let 'em fly
My Angel
My best friend

Have you felt the strength of an angel
When you needed it the most
Lifted by those gentle wings
You know you're not alone

Every now and then
I feel the peace inside
Wherever life may take me
I'm guided by that light

Have you ever really loved an angel
Once you have you'll never be the same again
Have you ever had to let go of an angel
Say goodbye
Let 'em fly
My Angel
My best friend

Cause I have really loved (have really loved)
An angel (an angel)
And I will never be the same (how could I Ever be the same) again
Cause I have had to let go of my angel
Say goodbye
Let him fly
My Angel
My best friend

























Updates:

4/11/09- BFP!
5/3/09- Started bleeding
5/5/09- Miscarriage
5/15/09- Trying to Concieve
6/23/09- No AF yet, calling doctor
6/24/09- Started Provera... 10 Days
7/3/09- Ended Provera...waiting on AF
7/9/09- Finally got AF. Will start tracking ovulation again!
7/14/09- AF is almost gone, just a few spots! Ready to start track ovulation YESS!
7/15/09- AF is officially gone!! Test for ovulation again.
7/28/09- Going for ultrasound eventually. Not ovulating yet
8/3/09- Ultrasound normal
8/4/09- Positive Ovulation!
8/6/09- Countdown to pregnancy test. 12 days and counting!!
8/11/09- VERY faint positive on early detection test. Not getting excited but hopeful!
8/11/09- Countdown to HPT- 7 days!
8/13/09- Countdown to HPT- 5 days!
8/17/09- Think I had implantation bleeding today! Countdown to HPT- 1 day
8/18/09- AF showed. DAMN! Trying again..
8/23/09- AF almost gone. Going to get ready for ovulation again. Baby Dust please!!
8/24/09- Af is gone! Testing ov again. I think it will be on 9/14. We'll see if I'm right!
9/5/09- Positive ov test. Unable to BD :'( AF expected on 9/18/09
9/22/09- Positive ov. test again.
10/7/09- AF showed up! I WILL GET PREGNANT THIS MONTH!!!
10/13/09- Af ended. Waiting on ovulation. I am trying to stay positive for a positive! 
10/22/09- Positive ovulation test. Unable to BD again   Don't know how much moreI can take
11/5/09- AF Showed
11/19/09- Ovulation. Countdown to HPT -14 days!!
11/22/09-Countdown -11 days!

yea...thank you!!!

im beyond scared that ill miscarry again though....
trying to be happy...but chances that this one sticks are 50/50...

im sure you'll get yours very very soon too!