I am 20 and live in las vegas. I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on April 4 2009 and I lost her on April 5 2009. My life will never be the same but through it all I have learnt to be thankful for everything I still have and not regret what I no longr have. I thank god for the 22 hours and 48 minuter we got with our daugter. Even though it wasnt alot of time I will always charish every last second I got to spend with her. I know in my heart that Caydence had a perpose and I believe that she was sent to us to bring our families closer toghter. I have never in my life felt as much love and sorrow in the same place as I did the day we said goodbye to our angel. Have learnt not to be angry about lossing Caydence but to instead be thankful for the time I had with her and know that there are mothers out there that didnt get the time that I had with Caydence with their own children. I have learnt to be thankful for the little things in life all 1 lb 0.8 ozs of her. It is so amazing how someone so small can change a person forever.
