Hey there, how's it going? I'm Nydia, and I am a field full of crazy. I guarantee you will never find a person quite like me, no sir, nowhere near it. Want to know why? Because I am dedicated to the love of my life with all the devotion that any love could ever embrace. That's right, gayyy. But it's true. I would follow my Alexander to the ends of the world if he would have me. I know it's physically impossible to swim across an ocean to prove this, but if he asked me to, I'd sure as hell try. There's been plenty battles I've had to face in my life, just like any one else has but I can proudly say that I am standing here, firm on my own two feet. And full of a love and understanding that I couldn't have known without the faith I have in my God. Who leads me through each day, and guides me into the happiest times of my entire life. Rare the occasion you'll not find me buried with my nose behind a book, as in, I love to read. Writing is a blessing, and I consider it one of my arts. I don't run with a crowd, because I'm not in high school anymore. I've grown out of all the childish things "old friends" still are well involved in. And I am more than okay with that, because I now have the blessing of a real family. Me, Alex, and our little baby girl Alesana who's arrival is Due this December. Nothing in this world can keep us down, because we're a pack of fighters...and we'll hunt for the brains of the silly like zombies.
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Everyone has their own dreams and aspirations for their own lives. People long to find the meaning to life, to make lots of money, or to just find their place in the world. I'd like to think I've found mine. There's always been atleast a little struggle, something that nobody can deny for their own lives, but I have learned to only let my mistakes guide me to be a better person. To always do the right thing from here on out. With my faith, and my new found joy for living, I can contently say that I no longer feel any kind of aggression or resentment toward myself nor anyone who did me damage. Love has helped me through it. When I was younger, I prayed to God every single day that my moment would come to know exactly what it would be like to feel loved by someone who never wanted to release me. I dreamt about finding that more than just special other half. Of one day being face to face with someone would could literally steal the very air from my lungs with a simple smile. I found that feeling one day at Books A Million. God bless that place, and I spy books. Eight months and some time later, the love of my life and I are expecting a beautiful little creature. My life is truly blessed, and I am taking full advantage of it.



Meet little Alesana.

Alesana is an adorable name.

Did you pick it in honor of the band Alesana, or do you just like the name?