This is us:




As of April 17th 2008 I am a mommy now, thats as defining to me as being a wife, and woman. Maybe even more so. Because being a mother is not something i can explain, it's only something you can experience. My son's name is Noah, and i find that how much i seem to like/love someone directly correlates to how much they like/love him. He is a part of me, the best part. I will love him forever, even when my body is no longer alive. I feel as if every decision i make, i take him into account before i make it now, and even some major choices i made before he even existed, i now know i was considering him. I am completely sure that i was put here to love him, keep him safe, and to create him in me, with jake, to share with the world. I hope that helps you understand me a little better. In the last year my life has made a dramatic transformation. Everyone around me is there by my choice (and theirs) and they each add to the joy i live every day in their own way. I am completely grateful to have them, and hope they each are in my life for as long as possible. I am happier now than i have ever been, i have found my other half in Jake, and my heart in Noah.

June 1st 2009
Update: baby number 2 is on it's way! our lil family is growing, we are so happy!


We TTC for 11 months (actively) but were not preventing for much longer due to my endometriosis (stage 4) diagnosis in 2003.



Noah:
Aug 13th 2007- We're pregnant!!!
Nov. 20th 2007- IT'S A BOY!!!!!
Jan. 8th 2008- His name is NOAH JAMES LARSEN!!!!
April 17th 2008- Born on his due date!!! came on his own!! 8lbs 3.7oz, 22in
May 19th 2008- 1 month appt. 10lbs 12 oz (75th percentile), 24 1/4in (over 100 percentile)
June 23rd 2008 - 2 month appt 13lbs 2 oz (90th percentile) , 25 1/4in (off the charts still)
September 4th 2008 - 4 month appt 16 lbs. 8 oz. (90th percentile), 28in (still off the charts)
November 20th 2008 - 6 month appt (7 months really) 18.9 lbs. (50-75%), 30in (you guessed it....above 97%percentile, off the charts) - adjusted for 7 months not 6
December 3rd - 1st tooth!!!
Dec 11th - 2nd tooth!
Dec 20th- 3rd tooth
Dec. 30- taking first steps consistently.....2-3 at a time
Jan 29th 2009- 9 month appt 20.2 lbs (50%) 31 inches (off the charts) 5 teeth
April 17th 2009- 1 yr appt (and 1st birthday) 32in. (97th percentile) 21.2lbs (25-50th %)
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about499513.html#10292252

Baby #2 (angel baby)
May-30-09 - Found out we are pregnant!!!!! #2 is on its way, first try  
June 19th 09 Baby measuring at least a week behind (6 weeks) no heartbeat
June 26th 09 Baby lost at 6 weeks, no heartbeat, still measuring 6 weeks. Missed miscarriage.

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Noah won Cutest April Baby '08  

Wowzer! Nice avi!