-* Unless You've Lived My Life , Dont Judge Me , Because You Dont Know , Never Have , And Never Will Know Every Little Thing And Detail About ME .
Shaque| Pregnant| ( Teen ] |Outgoing|inLOVE |Taken<3 | Amazing | PriceLess|

im an oreo meaning i may act like a bitch on the outside towards some people, but in the inside im just a kid thats been hurt so many times ; billions of tears are hidden behind my heart & a sad face behind my fake smile . im not conceited and people that have known me for the longest will tell you this- i just build a wall between me and people that i dont know. I am highly intelligent- andi have a great ability to soothe and comfort.wayyy to loving, misunderstood, and sometimes unappreciated. I have been through so much. Being raped & molested- i feel I have came along way. No one know's me like the mirror & no one ever will. I hide alot of my emotions ; because i am scared of being left. Honestly-its my greatest fear. I get close quickly ; & sometimes its hard to let go. Im young & pregnant. Yet please do not judge me for my action ; but yet how I produce the many days after it. Call me mature- no ; I am just real. I am the girl that wishes* she lived the dream fairy tale, but yet she knows that will never happen.Get to know me ; i promise you wont be sorry.


WARNING: I am very OUTSPOKEN! Please take this into consideration! I live to prove my point & I wont shut up until I do. I DO NOT beleive in Facts. There is always someone out in the world to prove it wrong.



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A messege to my darling bby:
Dear Ai'Zaea Michael King

My sweetbaby love, first off let me tell you how much I love you. You are my world, my pride, my joy and I love you more than Life itself. You are my flesh and my blood and as you grow in my body, and I feel your little feet move inside of me, it shames me to give you away. Aizaea, know that I love you, and I only want the best. I want to give you the world, the galaxy, and so much more. Please know that my choice was made due to wanting nothing but the best for you. Please do not hate me, I am so sorry I cant hold you everynight, I am so sorry I cant be there to watch your first step, but Ozzy please know that I am here, in you heart. I am apart of you just as you are apart of me. I will be thinking about you everyday, every hour, every minute. You have blessed me with your presence, and I can not thank you enough. You have been there for me when I was all alone, and you have helped me better myself. Aizaea I love you, and I hope that can outlook all of my flaws. You are my pride, my life, and this hurts so bad. I cant beleive I am doing this, but baby it is whats right. I hope that you will never forget me, for I will always be here....in your heart, as you are in mine. I love you.

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My Angel AiZaea King. ( iloveyou ]




Jose Manuel Rodgriuez is the most miraculously ebullient being you can ever meet. He is the one who can raise a smile to anyone’s face, even during deep bitter moments. He is stimulatingly creative carrying an ingenious mind. He is an extravagant writer and a stupendous singer. Yes, he is myhubby, the one who has given my life a voluminous meaning. He is the reason why my heart beats, why I breathe, why I bother to blink, and why I look forward into another day. He is my spirit, my smiles, my laughs, my love, my all with contentment. Without him I would be incomplete, nothing. I’m more then grateful to be loved by someone so pure, an angel from the man above. When I’m with him everything seems right, like nothing was ever wrong. Within each I love you, kiss, and hug from him; I feel butterflies inside me as I melt away into a pool of adulation. I cannot wait to take my soul mates hand in marriage; 5.20.12 is our date. And raise a beautiful family beside him. I loveJR with every cell in my body. I will never give up on what I believe in most, our legitimate love. And no one can ever abolish us, jose and I are forever and always.


-* Don't Let ME Go ; Because Theres Not Plenty Of ME ; Theres Only ONE . So Take Your Change Before i Take My 1st Step And Leave Your Life.






1-4 weeks = 1 month - done.  
5-8 weeks = 2 months - done.  
9-13 weeks = 3 months - done.  
2nd Trimester
14-17 weeks = 4 months - done.  
18-21 weeks = 5 months - done.  
22-26 weeks = 6 months -done.  
3rd Trimester
27-30 weeks = 7 months - completing now.
31-35 weeks = 8 months - incomplete.
36-40 weeks = 9 months - incomplete.


The Funniest wife tale that actually is right: well according to my pregnancy!
You have a craving for salty or sour foods, which means that it is a boy


4/13/09: Start of last period.
4/26/09: Conception
5/28/09 Was suppose to be a yearly checkup. Tested Positive @ Docs
6/8/09 1st Dr. Appt [confirmed pregnancy &+ 1st papsmere)
-Doctor voiced concerns such as too much weight gain [gained 37 pounds in 2 mnths] -Risk for Diebeties
7/2/09 missed appnt.
7/7/09 missed appnt.
7/14/2009 Twins much?
7/16/2009 2nd Dr. Appnt (Heard babies heartbeat]
8/6/2009 1st Ultrasound.
8/11/2009 Felt him* Kick
8/17/2009 Got My Blood work done
8/20/2009 3rd Doctors Appnt (Heard babies heartbeat]
9/3/2009 2nd Ultrasound [ITS A BOY!]
9/17/2009 4th Doctors Appnt (Got Flu Shot]
10/5/2009 Wic appnt.
10/7/2009 First Parenting Class ;)
10/8/2009 5th Doctors Appnt (Got papsmere]
11/5/2009 Got Blood work done
11/5/2009 Did Glucose Test &+ HIV Test
11/11/2009 6th Docs appnt. (Everything is perfect]





Alona Micaela-Linet Black. July 15th 2009 3:19 [a.m]
& we share a diffrent bond; my son's older sister; & my bestfrans daughter



So what if I really dont know her real name, or where she's from, or what is her favorite color. But I do know that she is my one my few bestfriends. She has been there for me when some of the cruelest BG mamas had my back up against the wall. She has supported me 100%. I do not know if God blessed me with her, but I do know I want to contiue to know her forever. It is my dream to fly to Paris, & learn about its culture. & here she comes along, living my dream! She is amazing, and due just 2 weeks before me! I know little Sian & AiZaea will be bestfriends...even if the distance is too far to travel!


[iLoveYou] HUNNiE P00Hx3




- if You Stare into My Eyes For Long Enuff' You Might Fall into My Soul & Venture Off into The Everlasting Tunnel Of LOVE x3










The Best Topic Mara has Ever posted! Its called Leading By Example
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about133465.html

& This Ladies is the BEST topic ever posted, because its about ME!
http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about688415.html


Since August 25th 2009


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Love always,
Surmonter

hey . its great ! i loveee it .
its very exhausting at times, but welll worth it !
how tha pregnancy going ?