Hey! My name is Starsha. Welcome to my BG Page! I don't mind random PT's so feel free!   My old username was Unworthychild. I'm currently in grad school studying counseling psychology. I hope to eventually be a registered LPC. I graduate in August of 2013 if everything goes as planned.


I'm very passionate about self-love and the fat acceptance movement.







That's Not Fat, That's Happiness!!!! Fat Support Thread




Thanks to whoever made this for me... even though it was probably in spite! lol









I got married a year and 2 days after I started dating my best friend (June 25, 2005).







I got pregnant six months after the wedding, almost to the day with my son Korbin. Surprise!!! He was born on August 31, 2006 after 27 hours of labor and a C-section.






--------BECAUSE FAT PEOPLE MAKE THE BEST SKIN FOR PEOPLE SUITS------

Awwwww.... Look at how cute I was a rug rat!!!



All that we call human history--money, poverty, ambition, war, prostitution, classes, empires, slavery--[is] the long terrible story of man trying to find something other than God which will make him happy."

--C.S. Lewis from Mere Christianity



Daydreamer
by Starsha
Surrendered, a heart bound to the earth
Severed those ties that bind, produce hurt
Freedom derived, renewal, rebirth
Technicolor sky over monotone dirt

Cerebral fog in time suspended
Space and dreams slow, delayed
Concrete expansion dwarfed, intended
Abstract adventure sought, displayed

Absent reality beyond obtained
Fanciful visions in vast array
Completed abandon absolutely unchained
Come dream, you dreamer, who dreams in the day

Sometimes...
by Starsha
Sometimes you must be broken
before you can be fixed
Sometimes you must lose everything
before you can be rich
Sometimes you must be wounded
before you can heal
Sometimes you must lose reality
before you can be real
Sometimes you must lose your life
before you really live
Sometimes you have to be wronged
before you can forgive
Sometimes you have to let go
before you can hold on
Sometimes you have to look closely
before you look beyond
Sometimes you have to lose yourself
before you can be found
Sometimes you have to runaway
before you turn around
Sometimes you must be in the dark
before you see the light
Sometimes you must be wrong
before you know whats right
Sometimes you must weep bitterly
before you laugh with joy
Sometimes you must reject
before you can enjoy
Sometimes you must be empty
before you can be filled
Sometime you have to be open
before you can be sealed
Sometimes you must be captured
before you can be free
Sometimes you must lose your sight
before you really see

Sometimes you have to dance
Sometimes you have to sing
Sometimes you have to lose it all
to gain the 'everything'.
Evolution of Light
by Starsha
Remembrances of sorrow etched in abundance upon plains of epithelial existence
Scarred by transgressions of the human condition,
A fatal disease of the soul
One solution given to man to heal their cancerous hearts
The Son of The God who parted the sea drew breath to expire
Victorious in death, He rose everlasting, removing the sting of the grave
To those who believe a crimson tide flows to redeem.
Bathed in sweet merciful redemption,
Sickened souls are restored for His glory
Metamorphic evolution,
Receiving wings like the eagles that navigate the depth of the sky
Freed from the grief stricken pain
Freed from the staggering, guilt ridden anguish
Bondage broken by faith in the risen
They are perfumed with the hope that consumes them
A radiant joy that extinguishes darkness now lives in the heart of the cleansed
External reminders of a tragedy's past may linger on with resistance to fade
But the change from within shines true
Illuminated by the absolute love of Jesus
A whole new creation in Christ

The End!