Hi ! I'm
Nessuh . I'm 20
years young and a
high school graduate . Mommiee to a beautiful baby girl . Mia Ariel Ramirez , born April 17th, 2010 @ 12:26 AM . She was 8 lbs & 20 1/2 inches . I'm a very
open person, i'll talk about pretty much
anything . I
plan to get a career that involves art , since I am an artistic person . I like to
quote movies alot and
sing randomly . (:
PUNK music gets me
through the day but I like
all kinds of music . I am now married to my middle school sweetheart & we have a blessing on the way <3 4.17.10 & 4.10.13
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A little more about my pregnancy . I know that I am young, I didn't want to get pregnant at the age I am . Only because I knew what it was like, I lived it . Both my parents were 18 when they had me and my twin sister . [[I also have two younger brothers]] When I found out I was pregnant, I was sad and disappointed . Me and my boyfriend were'nt together at the time because of something stupid . My dad had moved out a little prior to when I found out . I was just in total shock and wondering what I would tell my mom . I didn't want to disappoint her but I had this feeling she already knew after questioning me for a couple weeks about my period . So, the day after I found out I walked into my mom's room to use the computer . I looked at her and she looked at me and said "Your pregnant huh ?" and I just asked "How did you know ?" and she said something about she just felt it . I apologized to her , she hugged me and we both started crying . She never said anything mean or yelled at me , she just supported me because she knew what I was going through . She then called my dad to tell him to hurry up and get over here because she had something to tell him . He came in and I was just looking down and then up at him . He sat on the bed and my mom said, "Your daughter is pregnant ." and my dad just freaked . He said some things that were a little hurtful and was cussing and all that stuff . I don't know why I thought he would react better than my mom but he didn't . Now he is starting to talk more about it and showing that he is more excited . My grandfather, [I live with my mom and her parents] still doesn't talk to me unless he tells me to do something . It hurts , but you know, what can I do ? My mom says he'll lighten up once I get big and the baby comes . There's a lot of negativity but also alot of positive . I have so many supportive family members [including my boyfriend's family] and friends that I'm not down anymore . After thinking about it, I know that this is a blessing and that God gave me this beautiful gift for a reason . Although my life will be so much harder, it's all worth it . I wouldn't trade the world for this .
Nessuh
