on june 5,2010 i married my bestfriend. After our honeymoon we found we were pregnant. we are so happy and excited. we bought things for the nursery painted the nursery. 18 weeks we go in to see what we are having well the appointment didnt go as we would have liked. our baby had no amnotic fluid and had cysts on her kidneys. we didnt want to listen to what the doctor had to say to us at all we wanted a second opinion. we went to ou medical center they told us the same thing. it wasnt genetic they didnt think it would happen again. when i went into my 22 week i started having terrbile contractions everyday. on novemember 11 we lost our sweet lil angel. we are very scared that it will happen again. there are so many things i want to say but cant find the words to put down i have 2 very beautiful nieces they bring a smile to my face everyday that i see them. seems like that make things go easier. there mom who is my sister in law is my bestfriend. we can sit for hours and talk about everything. she is like a sister that i never had. my husband he the most amazing man that i have ever met. he was my first real boyfriend. he showed me what love is. he so caring and loving. he is my bestfriend my soulmate. one day will have our little family that we have been waiting for and wanting. but right now im goin to enjoy married life.

Sooooo.... how's that baby? And you of course.. I must see pics!