After 23.5 hours of hard nasty labor.. and over 2 hours of pushing- I had to have a c-section.   It was worth it though because our baby was perfectly healthy and beautiful!! She's the best thing that has ever happened to me! I've had a bumpy PP but I'm getting better. I stopped bleeding at 3 weeks PP but my hormones have been going crazy. I cry when I think about leaving her. I cry about stupid things. I get mad about stupid things. I miss being pregnant because it was so much easier  . Lyla was born on 6.01.11 at 6:01am and get this- the security bracelet was a random one and the number was 601!!




I love being a mommy... I've never experienced something so rewarding!!