I don't even know where to start....

In april I found out my life would change drastically. My Dad and then boyfriend were out fighting one of the many wildfires we've had here in Texas. I was three days late and had asked a friend to go out and get me an HPT since I was without a car at the moment. After getting back from taking supplies out to the firemen; I thought "what the hell" and decided to pee on the stick   I wasn't expecting anything; then boyfriend had three military dr's and two civilian he would likely never have children, so taking the test was more to put my mind at ease than anything else......It took all of two seconds for that line to turn blue. I sat there on the toilet staring at the stick....staring at the box....staring at the stick again, and then proceeded to run down the halway, pants halfway own trying not to cry or laugh or scream hollering for my mama. I kept sayin that there were two lines over and over and was alternating between crying and smiling. I never thought I'd have kids. I called my boyfriend (who was still with my Dad fighting fires) and told him that I was pregnant....pretty much no reaction. I just got an ok and he hung up. Apparently my dad asked him what I was bitching about and the boyfriend looked dad square in the face and said "she's pregnant"...fortunately Dad thought he was kidding so he just laughed, instead of throwing him out of the truck and into the fire they were fighting.

In July we found out we were having a little boy. I was beyond ecstatic and I've never seen my son's father so proud of anything. He immediately started calling his family and telling them he was going to have a son. I thought that our family was finally coming together and we'd have our happy ending.

9/9/2011
Facebook just informed me that a year ago today was the beginning of me and Jeffrey. Who would have thought that in a year's time he would have given me the most precious gift in the world? We can say a lot about each other; but I can't thank him enough for the little gift I've got growing inside of me. I can't wait to meet you Cooper! ♥ Mommy loves you more than you'll ever understand.