i am.a daughter.a sister.a grandaughter.a niece.a cousin.a friend. im a partner.a student.a young girl n a grown woman.im confident n scared.terrified n excited.im loving n caring n thoughtful n hopeful.im sick n tired.im shy n friendly n careful n carless.im broken n whole.im misunderstood, misguided n misled.im hard workin n determind but a litt' scared on the inside.i wish on stars and dream my dreams.i pray to god n cry my tears.i smile on the outside while im dying on the inside.i listen to others who wont listen to me. i walk on eggshells n i walk on fire. i believe in passion but not true love. i love you n i push you away. i want you but not so close. im everything and nothing all at once. and all i want is for you to love me ♥